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Elsie may:
Hi I'm new :)
A little about me I'm 38 a midwife and four children from the age of 18 to 5. Been married since I was 19.
Bought up as a catholic and have lots of friends and a family who love me.
So why am I so unhappy???
My cousin who i have not seen for 20 years picked up on this and gave me the shack to read. It has helped as well as opened up loads of questions. Where are you papa why can't I feel you with me I want to and I do try but i can't see you.
Just want to be happy a nod feel calm again as i feel like I'm making the people who love me unhappy.
This feels strange talking me private feelings to people I don't know, yet here I am x
arus:
Welcome to the forum Elsie May! Like I have said here many times, sometimes it is easier to talk to total (anonymous) strangers than it is to talk to "real" people.
That being said, we are real, and we are listening :) Keep talking, maybe you can find some answers here.
irishgeorgie:
Hi Elsie May, welcome, and as Arus said, keep talking we'll keep listening.
I've always found it easier to 'talk' here then to flesh and blood friends, having said that I look up on all here as friends who know me and accept me just as I am. Its refreshing that we can be so honest,
Looking forward to hearing more from you.
Elsie may:
Thanks for the warm welcome. Imthink I worry correction I knowninworryntoo much aboutnwhatnpeoplemthink of me, I'm a pkeaserndoesnthatnmake me shallow?
I wish I did not care as long as the people important to me love me, but I do. I have been told that happiness comes from learningntonlove yourself, but when I'm on these downers my behaviour is so irraticnand destructive I don't want to live like this :confused:
arus:
Elsie, it took a few years and the love of all the people on this forum - and, of course, Papa! - to teach me that it's okay to love myself. My word, Papa loves me, so I have to love myself! The same goes for you :)
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