SHELLY!
Where the heck have I been!?!?!? GRRR I'm still not getting notifications on this thread, even though I've done it over and over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SWEETCHEEKS! How are you??
Oh man! I've missed you a few times! I seem to want to echo Chris' posts. You gotta take this frustration to Papa gorgeous. He is the one answer for you. The whole masking thing, it's what we do, its a coping mechanism, and I'm willing to bet every human being on the face of this earth does it. So don't feel like you are a freak! LOL, cos then I'm one too! (not a strong arguement there Jen

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Sometimes just dealing with 'stuff' and living 'life' gets you the confidence and ability to put that mask down. Many many adults do this till the day they die, it must be in our genes or sommit. But if you want a permanent solution to this my lovely... It's Papa all the way.
Some fav Oz music for me: Alex Lloyd, Powderfinger, Silverchair, Wolfmother, Eskimo Joe
I'm glad its school holidays for you now sweetcheeks. Get a decent break in from that girl who troubles you so.
I'm a bit blah about xmas this year, normally i'm so into it, I dunno... weird. My girls are excited.
Thinking of you Shelly, and I apologise for being so absent I'm just gonna have to keep tabs myself on this thread!
big kiss
jen x