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[Heartbroken]

hey guys bin a while eh

things well things are ok, my rent's are trying to find me a counsellor through my old mans work cos the guy who works there doies all family members.
schools not forcing me to talk to the girl with the siezures thankfully, my mums trying to but its not working very well.

just got back from near town my sister had a car accident not her fault and she wasn't driving ehr car- thankfully she was driving her boyfriends X Trail. it was four car one she was the third car. cars a complete write off, but thankfully shes only got a feww bruise so she lucky. if she hjad been in her car it would have been heaps worse the front end and the rear end and totally trashed hence it being a write off. thankfully the place were the crash was they was some very nice people whyo help her out and gave her tea and bikies and got her a chair and a towel to keep her war, till we got there. the people who live on goowood Road are lovely it just goes to prove their are really nice people out there in the world. shes currently at the hospital just getting checked over bya doctor although the car behind her hit her fairly hard the umm wats it mecalled it thingies thats rite the airbags didn't go off, strange huh. bet shes lucky things could have bin worse. she just cant stop apologising to her boyfriend for trashing his car and hes only happy sees safe they'll geta new one soon anyway within a month so. but apart form that my lifes hit a boring spell thankfully.

so how are you lot all doing???

Shelly 

[winnie]

HI there Heartbroken! Thinking of you today and wanted to let you know!!!

((((HUGS))))

[Chris T]

Hey Shelly,

Glad your sister is ok and not too banged up...the kindness of strangers is amazing...I often wonder what this world will be like when God's kindness is poured out less and less...I don't think there are any chances...just opportunities to see God's light shining through His people.

So the girl with the seizures is becoming less of an issue for you these days? Sounds cool...

Glad you liked the song by SevenSystem - I think it echoes the message of The Shack...

Those who wish to be
Must put aside the alienation
Get on with the fascination
The real relation
the underlying theme

"RUSH" - from Limelight off of Moving Pictures

Keep digging THE MYSTERY,

Chris

[Heartbroken]

hey hows it going

HUGS ALL ROUND

yea im bord,

hows life

Shelly

[Chris T]

I took my wife to see Slumdog Millionaire - and she really liked it. Makes you appreciate just being able to breathe and have a roof over your head.

how are you my friend?

Chris

[Heartbroken]

hey

yea im holding on, seeing that counsellor guy tomorrow so we'll see what hes like. but not much apart from that thankfully.

yea movies can make you grateful for what we have seeing how others have got it way worse than what we have.

Shelly

[jen1970]

Hi sweetcheeks,

How did it go with the councellor? What are you up to this weekend? Got any plans? I have friends coming over for dinner tonight, so I'm furiously cleaning lol.  I had a wee accident at work last week, I burnt my finger really bad, and have taken a chunk of flesh out of it (GROSSS!), it's so yucky! I can't even look at it! I'm dressing it and stuff, but it makes everything I do so difficult cos I need my finger!

I really like that song Chris posted by SevenSystem.  I havent seen Slumdog Millionaire yet, but its on the to do list. I've seen Twilight 5 times with my daughter lol, shes seen it 11 times! Yes I know I know, act your age Jen! But its so much fun sharing something with Alex like that.  We have the soundtrack and the score, and shes teaching herself some of the music on the keyboard.  Clever cookie that she is.


What subjects are you doing this year?  Thinking of you sweetcheeks.

big kiss
jen x

[winnie]

Sending huge ((((((((((((((((((heartbroken)))))))))))))))) hugs and all
my love to you!!!

[Mom2kg]

Something promted you to reach out...in this forum. I really think it is alright to have more questions than answers, to be confused, angry- or any of the other emotions you are experiencing during this hard time. I am happy you found the book, and went further. Maybe you could check out some of the other recommended readings? The fact that you loved your friends so deeply that you are hurting the way that you are- tells me you are probably are the type of person, that will continue to make relationships with others important. Give The Shack to others you know. Talk. Laugh. Get mad- seems normal to me. I give you such credit for being so pro-active about your feelings and struggle. I wish you all the best along the way.

[Heartbroken]

hey guys

councellor went ok i cried the whole time, i buried my childhood and my past and he brought it all flooding back i have to go see him again on friday so hopefully things go better.

subjects this year
History
Geography
Maths
English
Home Ec
Studies In Religon
Biology

yea i think thats all my subjects

hope ur finger feels better soon Jen

hugs all round to you to Winnie

i like the get mad suggest Mom2KG i do that quite often, but never really know why, but its fun i break things.

so wat else is new round here for the rest of u

Shelly

[jen1970]

Hi sweetcheeks!

You know I do that too, bury stuff when it all get too much and too big for me to deal with.  I think us human beings instinctually shut down when the going gets really tough. Talking with the councellor is the best thing you could do my lovely. Don't worry about the tears, think of them as healing tears, that are bringing you teardrop by teardrop, closer to being free of your pain.

I'm nearly 40 angelcakes, and I think I'm pretty clear of the most ugly part of my childhood.  Take it from me, burying stuff all these years, does you no favours. It's much easier on your emotions and general wellbeing to deal with stuff as it comes up.

Now.. onto subjects... yours are almost identical to mine at your age! For a few exceptions.  I did Horticulture and Art, in place of Geography and Religion. Tell me about Religion? What does that entail? Do you study the most popular religions? Whats the content? That would be fascinating.

My finger is healing really well, I've been completely anal about cleaning it and dressing it, I don't want my fingernail to drop off!!!!!!!!!

Nice to hear from you gorgeousness. Any new music to recommend this old rock chick? LOL

big kiss
jen x

[Heartbroken]

hey

Religion by the way isn't a picked subject its a core one so we have to do it, its just looking at the big five
Hinduism
buddahism
judaism
chirstianity
Muslium



basshunters are heaps good, not sure were the are from their song "Now Your Gone" is excellent

have u ever heard of Vonda Shepard, she does the music from the tv show Ally McBeal, her  Walk Away
Renee is really good to

not sure u'd like Avenged Sevenfold or Parkway Drive there screamo but they are fanatasic


Shelly

[jen1970]

Hi my lovely!

I'd love to study religion, thats amazing its a core subject. So much better for getting thru life than some of the other subjects that are offered. I think it teaches tolerance and understanding of other cultures and peeps.  Do you enjoy it?

Thanks for the info on new bands, will check them out on youtube.  Not really into 'screamo's LOL! Prolly the heaviest I get is Queens of the Stone Age.  Have you heard of them? This is SUCH a great track...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lj1Nss0g3ZE

Yes I remember Vonda Sheperd from her Ally McBeal days. What you up to this weekend? I might take the girls to see an outdoor  movie, in summer we have a giant movie screen  set up at my beach. Should be fun, provided it doesnt rain.  The weather has really turned, autumn is well on its way.

jen  

[Heartbroken]

hey,

this weekend is full of assignments and reports. lots and lots of writing, yay!!!!!!!!!, so can't wait to get started.
not

i went and saw the councellor last night, was good i didn't cry to much,
you'll be very proud of me im speaking to the girl with the seizure and im not being bitchy. - me and my mates think i need to be admitted to hospital i think theys something wrong with me. nah, but i guess time healing that wound.

so hows life treating all of u

Shelly

[Chris T]

Shelly,

That's such good news, you are dealing with the difficult stuff my friend 

I try to keep short accounts with people especially those that have given me grief and sinned against me...and YOU are facing this stuff and not stuffing it away. This is what Papa desires of us to get back to that level of trust and not hiding from him...like before the Fall in Eden...me thinks

have you heard the U2 song "The Magnificent"  ?

it has a lot more depth to it than Get on your Boots -

so what books are you reading for school?

Have a great weekend Shelly,

Chris