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Jenn, he's seventeen, goes to Christies Beach High, hes in year 12, we met on MSN through my mates at school actually i was meant to stop him, from annoying them, but then i started talking to him and well things have just gotten beta, hes really sweet even through i have a tendacy to yell at him, cry at him, take my anger out on him and he does the same towards me, we get on really well. hes also there to talk to, no matter what time of day or night for that matter. we did try dating once or twice, but it never really work, i just wasn't ready for it. and he understands that yet he still wants to go out with me. but i don't think im ready for it. the second time we triued it he was talking about em nehind my back to the girl with the seizures. and then i dumped him and that was 2 months ago i think and im only just forgiving him now. hes a big boy, but that doesn't bother me, but the things is im not ready for dating at the moment after everything, i just want to start again where no one knows me.
so yea things haven't bin great, but yea i don't know i used to talk to my old home ec teacher, buts shes on long service leave so, but my new home ec etachers trying to get me to talk, but i can't bring my past back up at the moment, im just laying it to rest, but seizure girls just making things really difficult, she calls me a sweetie and shes said that the girls that are friends with me are bitches too, but then she talks to them like nothings wrong, but they don't see it that way neither do i you can't treat people like that and expect them, to want to be nice to you.
im just over it all.
have you ever seen Pon and Zi? there little characters if you can call them that. go on google images and check them out, i love them they are so cute. and meaningful